Penned Thoughts

I was looking at the sky Raindrops splashing in my eyes But my heart felt dry Waiting for a new sunrise I tried to look down My feet sunk in the mud Could feel the filth of the whole town But couldn't feel my own blood It was so hard to walk It was so hard to talk Till I heard your fragile voice Crying out my name Although in my mind It sounded so fine I was locked in a room Roaming totally barefoot Burning in isolation's fumes Broken from the root I tried to take rest No wall was strong enough To bear the weight of my back My wrists felt like handcuffs It was so hard to walk It was so hard to talk Till I heard your fragile voice Crying out my name Although in my mind  It sounded so fine 

I left my home With dreams in my eyes Far from my mom To touch new skies Here I am In an entire new world Shouting out my name To show them my worth The streets aren't familiar The winds refuse to know me My hope is a damn liar The storms of fear blow me But no one can stop me I'm breathing to enlighten My journey, I feel so free All victories are taken I miss my land I miss my taste But I gotta stay There's no time to waste

Dear life, what are you? A sky of hopes Changing its hue Oh dear life, what are you? A house of dreams On a fine avenue You've given me emotions Joys blended with blues Too perfect a fusion I've waited long to show you My gratitude Tell me how often can I show you My gratitude Dear life, where are you? In the vapours Of burning passion Oh dear life, where are you? In the droplets of The rain of tears You've made me dive deep In the oceans of love The satisfaction I reap I've waited long to show you My gratitude Tell me how often can I show you My gratitude

Yes I ask you for sympathy Not because I'm weak But I want you to hold me Feels good when you're beside me I have no idea about What's going on, inside me It's the race of all my doubts Where there ain't no victory I try to console myself This time will pass Thoughts of you overwhelm My soul, like no one has. Yes I ask you for sympathy Not because I'm weak But I want you to hold me Feels good when you're beside me Cause baby I know We're having a rough time But it's the boat we have to row Don't ruin this love so sublime Life is moving fast And I can't take the speed Believe me my breaths will last Even if you don't take the lead But still I ask you for sympathy Not because I'm weak But it's only your warm body Which can comfort me So please baby don't go So early.. So early... So early.. 

This night holds A secret so old It has witnessed All my mess Vague faces And blurred places Crawl in my mind And bite me from inside Have the skies turned black Or have I gone blind? Has the pain vanished Or have I stopped feeling? These tides of memories Have swallowed me I'm too breathless To speak, to scream Enough of secrets Enough of tears It's time...  To behold The world multifold To walk the distance My feet could never measure Have the skies turned pink Or am I still in a dream?  Have I got a new life Or have I learned to live?  The night held A secret so old But this dawn  Has to ride along Through an entire mystery....